"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." Anais Nin


Monday, January 10, 2011

Appreciation and Thankfulness

Webster defines these two words as:
Appreciation: an expression of admiration or gratitude
Thankfulness: acknowledgment of having received something good.

The past few months, since August actually, I have began to appreciate the people in my life and give thanks for the blessings I have been given. I began to have a different outlook, to LOVE like never before and to SHOW it and tell those who I care about that I love them. I don't know how or why this new idea came to me, but it did. So though my friends may call me the "baby" of the group because I cry when I hear beautiful stories, or kiss their foreheads when I say good bye to them, or even text them randomly saying I love you....this is my letter to you. To those who have been there since the get go, and have not left my side. It became known to me who I belongs in my life these last few months, and who is just a passer-by. Thank you, thank you, thank you for loving me and listening to me friends. You all know who you are, and I hope you know you are no longer an accessory in my life, but a necessity.

I appreciate my friends now more than I ever have before. The older I get, the more I see what some friendships are truly about and I am thankful for those that are built on genuine trust, love, and respect..things that I have come to realize is not common in this world.
I appreciate getting to know that one friend more over the past few years than ever before. I'm thankful because you have been there for me in my darkest, saddest, UGLIEST moments and  you STILL continue to be there. You've grown more and more since we've first met and I am amazingly proud of you. You make me a better person.

I appreciate where I am at in my life. I'm beyond thrilled because I can really feel that the steps I am taking, are completely 100% directed by the Lord, and THAT is the greatest feeling anyone can ever possibly feel. Thank you God for those doors you closed even though I felt as though I was trying everything little thing to keep them open. Thank you for being so merciful when I completely felt like giving up. Thank you for making to promise that 2010 would be a phenomenal year, because "phenomenal" does NOT even truly describe how great it was.  Thank you because 2011 is going to be an even better year...and so is 2012, 2013... :) Learn to appreciate those in your life, and be thankful for them.



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